Today:
I drank lots of peppermint tea.
I felt disconnected from the world and everyone in it.
I decided it would be good for me to go out and take a stroll in the countryside. The weather forecast was for sunshine but in the middle of my walk a thunderstorm appeared.
It rained on me. A lot.
At home I ate some homemade blueberry cake- it was so lovely. I sprinkled lots of sunflower seeds on it because I love them.
I thought about how some days are harder than others.
In the evening I felt lost and alone.
I watched people on the street walk past from my bedroom window.
I ate some fruit that was indecently under-ripe.
I put an extra blanket on my bed to stay warm and went to sleep with a pile of crosswords.
I lit a scented candle and it smelt nice.